The world is strange, and so am I.
And that is about all the philosophy I've got in me right now. For the vast majority of readers who won't know me, I'm low B-List porn actor Jake Havoc, renowned for the dubious distinction of having the thickest dick in gay porn. I'm also a student at the Savannah College of Art and Design, renowned for the dubious distinction of having the most consecutive terms on the Dean's List without winning any new scholarships. Mediocrity is my sport, and I play it well.
As I've spent time in the porn industry, I've begun to realize that my situation is somewhat unusual. On a daily basis, I study art at a popular but conservative school in the Deep South. Every once in a while, I tell my friends I'm spending a weekend with my family, fly to Los Angeles, and spend a day naked in front of a camera. This funds another few months of studying.
Of course I'll talk about being filmed, but that's not what this blog is really about. I'm writing to show you the entireity of my double lifestyle. The contrast between porn-almost-stardom and stultifying college life in a small Southern town, and the constant struggle to keep those worlds apart. So I hope that you will stay posted, and let me share my insights and experience on work, study, sex, and having an alter ego. Until then,
Jake
